20) How do you feel different than you did before you lost your child?
Since losing Liam, I feel lost like I have no direction or reason. Liam was my reason. Taking care of him and making sure he stayed healthy and had a full life was my reason. I feel like I'm barely treading water most days. Other days like I'm 5 feet under water and no matter how hard I kick I can't ever get above the water. Before losing Liam, I had a strict schedule, now I can't seem to keep one. Life is so different now than it was. I can feel his loss everyday.
(Liam May 11th 2014)
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