Showing posts with label because I can. Show all posts
Showing posts with label because I can. Show all posts

Friday, August 8, 2014

Flash Back Friday: Baba


       
           I don't know if any of your remember Liam's very favorite stuffed puppy Baba. He used to carry Baba everywhere. Baba was the first toy he really took too and the first one he ever named. He said Baba before he even said mommy or daddy! The day he named Baba was epic. It was during a Bright Start visit and we were using the stuffed dog to get his eyes to follow it around as well as reach out for it. It was one of the only toys for a very long time that he was willing to hang on to and hold.

          He had looked at the stuffed puppy and worked himself up to say "baba". All jaws dropped. WHOO HOO!! It was awesome. I had been on the verge of tears, trying so hard to keep those from escaping. I was so happy. He was showing signs of improving and this day was huge. Since then he's always called that stuffed puppy Baba. When we moved July of 2012 Baba went missing. I had been so careful throughout the move to keep Baba close to Liam but somehow he went missing. It wasn't until August of 2012 that Baba (or baba's twin brother) returned home to us. You see after 2 weeks of looking for Baba I gave in and bought a new one off Amazon. I just couldn't keep this little boy away from his puppy, and I couldn't imagine anything else soothing him during his hospital stays. He needed his puppy.

       

          Baba was ingrained into our lives. It felt like he was a part of Liam because everywhere Liam went that puppy went too. Baba was buy his side while recovering from several surgeries, countless hospital stays and many days spent sick  in bed. Baba offered just as much comfort, or maybe even more, than he got from me. At the time Baba went missing he had been with Liam for 6 months. 6 months was a long time for the adventures he went through.

Baba stayed by Liam side through so many hospital stays.
His smiling face and soft patchwork body always helped Liam feel better.

Liam's 11 month pictures were taken with Baba by his side.

Where is Baba now?
Oh he's around...and so is his twin brother that also goes by the name Baba lol. We keep them by Liam's bed afraid to loose them again. They still provide lots of comfort and love. He still chews on their ears and tails and plays with them. Sometimes he makes barking noises and acts like Baba did it. He also likes to pretend Baba is licking him and he will laugh and say "OOOh puppy your funny" and "stop licking". It just more proof that a bond between a boy and his puppy cannot be broken.








Sunday, May 4, 2014

Time to get healthy

Everyone has a point they reach where they just can't stand how they look anymore. They're uncomfortable in their clothes or just hate the way they look in today's style. 

Well point reached! Of course I've been here for some time BUT I'm finally being more proactive about it. I finally got the chance to go buy myself clothes (just an outfit) but as I tried clothes on I just couldn't stand how they for or were disappointed that they didn't fit. I realized my size had changed and freaked out. I'm not about to share with you right now my size. I'm sorely disappointed in myself.

We got 45 day passes to the gym and I decided to take advantage of it. Of course the first 10 days I didn't go at all just not being able to find the energy. Friday we took the kids to the gyms pool and from there it's been On. Last night we dropped the kids off with their grandparents and went to work out. According to the treadmill I burnt 300 cals last night. And last night I was playing with the machine and found it inclines. 

This morning I woke up and left the house at 6:45am to go to the gym. I set the machine for an incline workout that was up and down and a lot like SF. I figured I had lost a lot of weight in SF and it helped my waist and legs slim down. I ended up doing this for 45min until hip pain set in. My left hip has been hurting for about a week now so it's not a surprise that it would eventually hurt me for working out. Pain set in halfway through the workout but wasn't bad enough to stop. 

Any how. I plan to stick with it and see how much I can loose before my 31st birthday in July. 

After last nights work out hubby took me to buy some workout clothes because I had one outfit. He's so sweet. Of course I had to promise to stick with it. 

And some selfies from before, during and after the gym. Maybe one day I'll get one of me actually working out lol. 
Before last night trip to the gym:
During last nights trip to the gym:
I felt weird taking a selfie while on a treadmill with people watching. 

After this mornings gym trip. Right after getting in the car. 

At home on a heating pad for my hip:


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